It is your belief in the eternal scales that will be life for you, for then you can scale problems up and down to bring optimal outcomes, to scale walls as if they were a ladder, all because you found true balance; you learned to hear God and the Devil and then use that to learn how to bring victory to the light, to the divine force. You are all the magic this world needs, you and those who are your students.
Some things are only real if you believe in them, insanity can be in sanity if you do it right and keep all your intellect intact. In truth, it is the secret key to virtually infinite genius creativity. It comes at a cost though. Once you open that door you are in it for this spin of the mortal die and then you are eternally recruited for the team you served during your life. Belief to be life. That's the way it is. Believe in nothing and that's what you become. Believe in being a hero, in a warrior for love and peace... and interesting new doors open for you. Try it... what have you got to lose... other than the standard cookie cutter version of sanity?