i lay still in my soft bed under the comfy duvets, gazing up at the glowing ceiling. Even though, i was in my comfort zone i could not sleep. I was clouded in my thoughts about what had happened today. Everything i tried to get to sleep didnt work. I took some sleeping pills that drifted me off to sleep but i woke up screaming half an hour after. i tried to forget everything but it was no use. crying myself to sleep didnt work. It looked like i was going to have a sleepless night, once again like the time when mum died from an overdose.