I am not gonna allow myself to be defeated by what I may think is love within me. I will not allow myself to go back to what is wrong, what continues to hurt me. Yet, I somehow find myself back within your traps, in the chains you've made for me. I am confused as to why I continue to allow myself back within your selfish heart... but not again. I WILL NOT ALLOW myself ever again to go back to what I thought was love, what was perfect and once beautiful. Because now I'm better and now my heart is made of armor.