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Emotional processing happens when there is too much shit to deal with to do it in words. When I have the time and space to think of every perspective, to be emotionally generous, to show support and good leadership... I do... however... When negative emotions and opinions from the present and past come in thick and fast I revert to the kind of internal communications mankind used before we learned language. I revert to emotional processing. I feel the emotion and not the words, then I release it with emotion... a gallic shrug or a laugh. There are times that it's the best you can do.

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When the pain is processed, when the thoughts are done, when the ghosts are gone, there is a sense of tranquility. It is a sense that the calm is an ocean at peace. That it is not anchored to anything other than itself, yet it is so vast that it is stable.